Declining, All color fading Defining, time coming for me Rescinding, my inspiration Receding consciousness Set me free! Back in the day, I can recall That my thoughts for unclouded and sage There was no black staining the walls of my memories Now there’s a haze pushing me sideways And leaving me nothing to gain Taking me back, locking me cold in disparity Where was I meant to be? I’m feeling lost in a dream Long for the day I can be myself When I’m free When my sun has set Released my soul forever I'll have no regret To be free I'll exist again No more lost endeavors Nothing to contend When I’m free Color declines, all that defines me Is falling away, far behind Nothing to keep me with the time The here and now Where am I meant to be? I’m feeling lost in a dream Yearning again only to be myself When I’m free When my sun has set Released my soul forever I'll have no regret To be free I'll exist again No more lost endeavors Nothing to contend When I’m free Cure me, free me, help me, see me No more worry, no more losing Save me, near me, help me, hear me No more heartache, no misery Cure me, free me, help me, see me No more worry, no agony Save me, near me, help me, hear me No more heartache, no despairing (we despair) Cure me, free me, help me, see me No more worry, no repairing (no repair) Time’s just a concept And always the first thing to fade Agony and weakness Nothing we can ever avade Years are cruel, they break us Bringing on decay and despair Awareness and perception Something we can never repair Freedom for me is all I'm really wanting, needing Give me power to break out I can't hold on for any longer My time has come to end it all No one to blame, fate's only random It’s nothing we’ll ever explain So it remains Where was I meant to be? I’m feeling lost in a dream Long for the day I can be myself -free- When will I be unleashed? it’s not the way it should be Yearning again only to be myself When I’m free When my sun has set Released my soul forever I'll have no regret To be free I'll exist again No more lost endeavors Nothing to contend When I’m free Unleash my consciousness